Hypothetical situation

Okay. So let's say I'm really pissed about something and really annoyed and am in just a general bad mood. I start listening to music in order to try to drown out my thoughts. A song I really like comes on and I REALLY don't want to ruin it with angry thoughts. So then I try to find happy thoughts and I start trying to think about a guy. And say said guy is one that I kind of like, but at the same time I'm not sure if it's fully a crush yet. So then, let's say, I decide to focus on him and the good song that I like in order to completely block out all my angry thoughts. And then I keep thinking about him even after the song is over and I discover that, while I know why I was angry before and I know why it made me angry, I can no longer grasp the actual anger. And I start to think about how the other day I saw him in class, sitting on the other side of the room and absent-mindedly started thinking about how cute he is when he smiles and it takes me a minute or two to realize I've got a smile on my own face and and am biting my lower lip without realizing it. And while I'm replaying that in my head all can pretty much think is, 1, I love his smile and when he laughs and 2, he has good hair (and to me, good hair is a must). Oh, and I'm also hoping no one realized I was staring at him. Because that would be awkward.

And so, hypothetically, if that were to all happen, would you say, "Keegan, m'dear, you've got a crush on him"?

Because I'm starting to think that I do. I'm starting to think that it's no longer just that he's fun to talk to and nice to look at, but that he's fun to talk to, nice to look at, and... I like him.

All that fun stuff,
Keegan <3

And let's say as I walked home from the bus stop trying to rid myself of angry thoughts, I imagined standing next to him and slipping my hand into his.