Facts About Keegan

1. I hate being put on the spot.
2. I get frazzled/frustrated fairly easily.
3. I also cry fairly easily (which bothers the hell outta me).
4. Being put on the spot makes me frazzled/frustrated.
5. Being frazzled/frustrated to a certain point makes me cry. Out of frazzled-ness/frustration. If that makes sense.

Whoever is reading this is probably all, "WTF. I don't care." Fine. Whatever. I don't care that you don't care. But that extra dance practice was stupid. I know everyone was getting put on the spot, but I honestly felt like she wasn't actualy listening to what I said. And what the fuck? She was all, "You shouldn't be nervous." Umm... I wasn't. I apologize for standing beneath the lights and being in a fucking goddamned heat wave. Ugh. Whatever. And I wasn't upset. I was fucking dying of heat exhaustion and I was fucking frustrated because I felt like you weren't actually listening to me. And I was being put on the spot, which is le suck.

Ugh. Sorry. I just need to complain about Amy. Worst dance teacher I've ever had. I don't feel like I'm getting better at all. Which is bad. Anyways, we had an extra practice and it started out okay and then tap totally sucked ass. And I asked her how the cramp roll turns go again. Because I don't remember and I just fake the hell outta them. She said something stupid about how I'll eventually get it and blah blah blah I don't even remember. I mean, she showed me, but I doubt it'll even help. Honestly, she taught it to us once, put it in the dance, and then never really showed us again. We spent one class time going across the floor doing them. And then the week after, I asked her to go over them again and in less then a minute, she showed us, and that was pretty much it. Ugh. I'll ask her if we can do them cramp roll turns across the floor tomorrow. Except we never do across the floor. Which is stupid. Because it helps. We did across the floor with Julie all the time.

UGH. I HATE YOU, AMY.

Good thing I have no contact with her outside of dance. Because I complain about her a lot.

I've been tired all day even though I woke up at 1:30,
Keegan <3